A2

今天充满了失望
是真的很失望
原以为
越过你
你会打电话来
问个究竟
或是关心一下
可是
即使我发了信息给你
你都无动于衷
难道
我就这么的不重要
难道
我就这么的不存在
为什么
其实
我是真的想找你谈的
可是
你没有回复我
只有他回复我
所以我就直接找他谈
我真的很想知道
你到底在想什么
你可以回几个字给我吗
可以吗
我真的不懂怎样和你沟通
我好想好想听到你的声音
可是同时却很害怕
电话接通后
我俩没有话说
说不挂念吗
你的声音、你的话语、你的脸蛋
每时每刻都在我的脑海中
但是
害怕失望的情绪
却永远超越我要拨打电话的勇气

A1

My 2015 starts with a surprise
I was so surprise to receive your text

Thanks for your surprise

Feeling uncertain and uneasy for this coming year

I can foresee how busy I will be

I can foresee how restless I will be

Yet I hope I still can enjoy my life

I really need your support 

But I was left with disappointment

No response from you at all

Really made my heart fell into pieces 

Why can't you just be a bit generous 

Just to call up or just a text with " What's up?"

That's should be more than enough 

I really missed you

I rely on you so much since then

I wonder what would happen if I call you 

Will your phone be answer by another lady ?

Will you sound uneasy?

Will you feel uncomfortable?

How I wish I could still be your secret admirer

How I wish you did not tell me 

How I wish we could be as usual

How I wish 

How I wish 

How I wish everything could be the same again